This is what you made me become. Thank you, "Friends"
What are the point of friends
Thursday, June 20, 2013
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
The Bottle of Negativity
Yet another few things were added to the bottle.
Side story. This double personality thing is starting to get hard to deal with. The hidden one so cheerful and intimate, the other is cold as ice in public. Two girls found that quite humorous and enjoyed a little giggle at yours truly today. The amusement must have come from the fact that social networking posts suggested otherwise. The moment where you lose face to such a degree, just shame. Well, lesson learn. Thou shall not reveal thy inter-self for all to see. Never again.
Slowly adjusting to this type of guy. Slowly getting there. Although getting there might unleash something unwanted.
Monday, June 17, 2013
The Lion and the Kitty... Part 2
-He hugs me really tightly-I really don't want to let you go... You're my kitty. If anyone even tries to take you away from me, I will rip then to pieces.
Then you better treat kitty well, or not someone might want to snatch her away from Leo.
... Who
You know who it is.
Well, I'm selfish like that, and I'm not sharing my kitty. You're mine! I'll treat kitty the best, because she deserves th best. She is forever mine.
Died a little bit inside...
Sometimes I really wish that people can see this side of Denne, yet, I still want to be selfish and be the only one that gets to see his playful side. Just the way that he is so cheerful, hyper, and all lovey dovey . Rubbing his cheeks against mine while repeating Daisuki... Leo daisuki
Although he is a clueless and hopeless numbnut, his my clueless and hopeless numbnut.
He makes me so happy
~Yes... Its the same story, The Lion and the Kitty, only difference is the continuation ^///^
Clueless
Sometimes the things you say blows my mind. I can't understand who in their right mind would say such insensitive things. I honestly am undoubtedly in no position to be able to handle these type of things. I'm still broken and all, and i cannot deal with the cluelessness, but still, I must endure it. Still i must shrug it off like nothing had happened. In order to withstand such remarks, I slip back into the cold hearted side of me that I've locked away. I'm in fear of the collapse of the cell that holds it down.
Motivation - can't keep fucking up
My grades have been up and down, and I agree that I deserved those mediocre grades I received. I can blame anyone for the lack of time and effort I invested in my studies during the majority of this term. The break up devastated me, not to mention my grandfather and aunty at Vietnam being hospitalised and my grandmother falling down the stairs.Grandfather had consistent strokes, resulting in constant visits to intensive care.
Grandma falling down the stone stair case
Fourth Aunty was diagnosed with cancer
Fifth Aunty with some illness that makes her too weak to basically anything
Mum's work slowly down down again, the end of the season and the beginning of weeks without work
Yes... hectic.
Well, any who, had biology, and maths b first, then economics and chemistry
Biology - C+
Maths B - B overall
Economics - A1 overall
Chemistry - no received marks
Im honestly so scared of Chemistry, and i did not expect to get A1 for economics at all
I thought that I was going to fail maths b to be honest and biology.
Oh well, gotta pick my shit back up ==
Violet~ I'll Always Be True, So Lets Take This Chance
Out of all those that I've been chased by, i chose you. I never wanted to put my heart out on the line again, yet you seem to be worth the risk. Even within the difficulties of our being together, even with the words spoken about you, and the degree that i pushed you away, you still chased after me to the ends of earth.
With this, I'll Always Be True to you. So...
Lets Take a Chance at Happiness ...Together ^~^
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Lily of the Valley
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