Sometimes you just need to learn to give up. When you have tried everything and talked a thousand times, and things always stay exactly the same. You just need to learn to give up, shut up, and take it. The other party obviously does not care anyways.
Whatever I suggest going, you most commonly say, "We don't have any money." But when its with someone else, money is never a problem. Think about how it makes me feel.
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Tuesday, September 23, 2014
Productive
Well, this has been a busy week. though I have been stressed and a lot of relationship problem related things happened last week, I'm actually feeling a bit happier. I was about to get a lot of work done and I was about to finish assignments early. It made me feel quite happy and proud of myself, though I don't know how long it is going to last. September has been an extraordinarily busy month. So many assessments and so many reports. Being a bit more productive with university work has filled my mind with things and no letting the negative thoughts I've been having cloud my day.
Work work work
Coffee coffee coffee
Work work work
Submissions submissions submissions
Chill, eat like a pig, chill
Work work work
MOOOOREEE COFFFEEEEEEEE
COFFFFEEEEEE!!!
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Sunday, September 14, 2014
Dates
I honestly really miss all the dates we used to go on. When we dress up a bit to go out. When we took our time and talked to each other, told stories and just chilled in each others arms. It was nice that we used to go out and stay out, rather than just going to a restaurant to eat and then immediately going home. I'm probably being selfish and demanding, but its hard not to miss it. Oh well.
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Light
Things have been so dark lately. Sometimes it's so dark that you yearn for even the slightest glimpse of light... and sometimes it feels as though standing in front of a moving vehicle is the only method in which a glimpse can be achieved.
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Monday, September 8, 2014
Birth Control
Well... I didn't particularly like the conventional birth control pill that I was taking. I'm stressed out a lot and it didn't seem to make it any better. It regulated by menstrual cycle that usually can go anywhere from the usual 28 days to crazy 45 days, but that happens with pretty much all birth control pills. I felt quite bloated around the times that I was on the placebo pills and the last period I had was very painful... like before I started taking them. Soooooo, I decided to switch to a different brand. I am now using this beautiful thing:
Oh my lord is it useful... It alarms you when you need to take the pill (what tine). It tells you have late you are on taking the pill and past a certain point it will tell you if you need to take 2 pills to compensate for missing a pill. There is this little icon that tells you if you need to use another form of contraception to be safe and not get pregnant. There is a dispenser thing that drops out a pill for you, omg it is great.
Obviously this is going to cost more.. a lot more. Levlon costs about $16 for 4 months and this new one.. bloody hell it costs $30 per month. My auntie in law introduced me to it. She was so generous enough to give me her spare dispenser and 3 months worth of pills. I hope this one goes will since its so expensive. The concentrations are smaller and more controlled, so I hope no side effects pop up =)
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Wednesday, September 3, 2014
Just Take It
"Stop trying to change things, it obviously never works no matter what approach you take. No matter how unfair or how unjustified it is, stop fighting. Just be quite, nod, agreed and take it as it is. You won't have the constantly hurt. Just take it as it is. You don't deserve more anyways"
Sometimes life is cruel. But your will can be the most cruel of all
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Hello World - Update
So, I've been busy, under the weather, and feeling overall shitty for the last two or so months. Finally found some motivation to do stuff and its slowly picking up. Its nearly 2am, so I'm just going to do a short summary (yay)
I caught up completely with both BIOL1040 and PSYC1020 in 1 day (separate days). BIOL1040 there was about 6 hours worth and PSYC1020 had about 9-10 hours worth. Those were some long... long... long.. long days. Now for my other two subjects.... so much regret you don't even know.
I haven't used a glue stick so much every since grade 7 LOL. I gotta admit.. its really fun. I realised that my psychology class has a lot of diagrams that were really useful. I usually draw my diagrams because it gives me more time to absorb the information and a visual cue gives me a better and more solid understanding to biological concepts. So I just snip it out and glue it in =3 I need to buy another one of those tiny little glue sticks... so adorable .-.
September is going to be a really busy month for me. At least one piece of assessment is on every week for the next 4 weeks. I'm just glad that mid-semester break is going to start on the 29th. October is really empty since two of my subjects have BARELY any assessments at all. So I can enjoy my mid-semesters. Just hope that Denne's mid-sem would be free too. I really want to go somewhere special and reconnect again (deeply that is - just realised how suss that sounded but fuck it)
I have changed my room arrangement yet again.
I've implemented a system that I really like and I have to admit.. I am really bloody proud of it. Hope it will keep me organised. Until the end of the year. If the system works out, I will probably stick with it for a long time. Its so colourful, so fun to set up and its fun to stick to. I'm probably going to take a photo of it tomorrow when I'm free.
Motivation - I've obviously been pretty bummed for a while now due to relationship problems, being completely overwhelmed by university and not knowing where exactly I'm going with my life. I found a bit of motivation that I've been living off for the last week. Random boost of energy and will has got me to finish a lot of things that I thought I wouldn't have been able to, and I guess that alone has really gotten me more motivated. It feels so nice to cross days off my calendar and cross tasks off.
POKEMON!!! Well, I trained a pretty much perfect special attacking ninetales and I am blood happy. Ninetales (female) is a sexy beast that destroys everything in it's path (so far) LOL. It took me a total of 4 hours (over a span of 2 days) to breed a hidden ability (drought), 5 perfect IV. modest natured ninetales. Then it took me around 30-50 minutes straight to EV train to to; 252SpA, 252Spd and 4Hp. Then went on an adventure to acquire the TMs I needed and taught her Solar Beam and Substitute. Leveled her up and evolved her with a fire stone, got Flamethower through leveling and went heart scale hunting to get her to remember Nasty Plot. Happy =D
POKEMON!!! I breed a hidden ability, 5 perfect IV Dratini a while back... planning to finish building myself a Dragonite. (YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY)
POKEMON AGAIN OMFG!!!!!!! I'm so excited for the new Pokemon Omega Ruby and Alpha Sapphire to come out. Its the generation remake versions of one of my favourite pokemon generations. I'm just so damn excited you don't even know. Apparently if you pre-order now, you get a free Mega Groudon or Mega Kyogre figurine... I know where my next paycheck is going to magically disappear to....
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